Deleted all previous entries as they no longer reflect how I feel.
i'm not 15 anymore.
Although i have not found full peace and comfort in my disbelonging, i have rewired my brain to look at the glass half full.
wish i could say how i have done that but i don't have a good answer,
i just.. grew up i guess lol.
time heals all. The sun will rise and you can try again.
